I wish for your days to be filled with laughter, kind words and joyful songs
About Me
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safely home after 4 years in kiwi land.still looking for true self.sometimes confident.sometimes confuse.fragile.happy with all love she has around her.thank you Allah
As what my sister have wrote for her status the other day, last weekend was my cousin’s engangement in Pasir Gudang (Congratulationssssss Yuhan! ), then, this week will be Ammar Darwish’s kenduri cukur jambul in Teluk Ramunia of Kota Tinggi. The weekend next will be the other cousin of my’s wedding.
We celebrated the first day of Raya at kampong together with Wang, Fuang Umi, Fuang Baba, Bachok and Cik’s Family. I felt soooooo happy that I have got the chance to hear the takbir again, here in kampong..after years of Arabic’s takbir back in New Zealand. Since the house is just next to the surau, we can hear the sound very clearly. After that, around 3.30 pm, we were packing back to our own house in Pekan Nenas. On the way back, we managed to snap a family photo in the studio.. Yay!!! and here is the latest picture of Hanaffi’s & Co =D
Oh ya..another remarkable thing during this Syawal was I joined my childhood friend’s Raya Convoy. It has been 12 years since our last meeting. At first I felt soooo shy to join them in, but when the day comes, I could feel that the feeling and the friendship is still there. Thank you guys! See the picture below and you can see how happy we were!
I won’t say much in this entry as I am not in a very stable condition. Not physically. Something unexpected has happened and I am a bit blur at the moment. Thank God it happens here, in my home, rather than when I was thousand miles away from home. After so many years, suddenly it happens. It is nobody’s fault. It just happen that way, and we, as the slaves of Him, have to accept it. It hurts. It is. But there is nothing I could do about it. Other that pray hard, pray hard and pray hard that everything will be just fine. Everything will be back to normal. Or maybe even better than before. InsyaAllah. No matter what happen, my heart will stay the same.
Al Baqarah 153. Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jadikanlah sabar dan shalat sebagai penolongmu, sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang sabar.
Al Mulk 23. Katakanlah: "Dia-lah Yang menciptakan kamu dan menjadikan bagi kamu pendengaran, penglihatan dan hati." (Tetapi) amat sedikit kamu bersyukur.
1. The kind hearted mix Maori-Pakeha makcik Dewan Makan would make my food ready for both breaking fast and sahur.
2. Sometimes, Kak Lane would fetch me at hostel and she would cook great dishes and we ate together with Syed as well
3. If there was no invitation from Kak Lane, Syed, Abg Ziad or Kak Pica, yes, I would sahur, buka puasa and terawih alone..yes people, alone, in Room 48 of Moginie Hall
4. I hardly cried because I was counting days to go home on the 5th of Syawal, right after my final exams. Yes, we did have exams on Hari Raya Pertama.
5. It was hard and quite challenging as people around you did not fast. Not many Moslems around, Malaysians laaaagi la takde. But, Alhamdulillah, it was such a beautiful memory and hey, I did survived!
Ramadhan 1426 @ October 2006
1. I was not alone anymore!!! There were 8 of us berbuka puasa bersama – me, hani, yusma, nabil, nadiah, kak Leila, imran and razif..well, the number of Malaysians in Palmerston North has grown more than 1000%..hehe
2. We had kind of duty rosters to cook since early February, so we just continued the roster. Me together with my partner Hani because she is a very good cook, and I am not =p
3. I remember how Yusma were craving for food like apam balik and murtabak. And we were blessed, because of her craveness, she managed to cook the dishes and we managed to eat all those things!!! I also remember how Hani tebuk the tin susu to make roti jala a reality!
4. Alhamdulillah, we sahur and buka puasa together..and pray terawih berjamaah in the hallway through out the month of Ramadhan
5. It was one of the most beautiful Ramadhaan I ever had in my life
Ramadhan 1427 @ September 2007
1. New housemates. For the first time I lived togetherwith Malaysians under one roof. Hana.Yusma.Hani
2. This year, every weekdays, we went to iftar in Islamic Centre and we stayed there until Tarawih. So we just have to cook for sahur . Sometimes, ada juga juadah dari jiran tetangga =)
3. This is the busiest Ramadhan I had because right after Terawih, I will go to the Stats Lab until midnight and finished all my assignments.
4. My situation was still unknown because at that time, I still did not know whether this Ramadhan was going to be my last Ramadhan in NZ or not.
5. Owh, suddenly I remembered the Mongolia man..hehehehe
Ramadhan 1428 @ September 2008
1. New place, new faces, new friends, new environment, back in Hamilton
2. Every weekend was full with potluck or kenduri buka puasa at different houses..yummm!
3. owh ya, the hostel girls, together with 35D Cameron Rd girls were breaking fast together every single day.
4. Terawih berjemaah almost every night, sometimes at Kak Aisyah and Kak Eli’s crib
5. A bit sad because this was the last Ramadhan in NZ, yet excited to go home!
Sedikit pengisian, diambil dari notes facebook Ain =)
Abu Hurairah ra. berkata , Nabi saw bersabda:
"Barangsiapa yang membebaskan orang mukmin dari kesempitan dunia, maka Allah kan membebaskannya dari kesempitan hari kiamat.
Barangsiapa yang memberi kemudahan orang yang mengalami kesulitan,maka Allah akan memberi kemudahan kepadanya di dunia dan di akhirat.
Barangsiapa menutupi aib orang muslim maka Allah akan menutupi aibnya di dunia dan di akhirat.Allah senantiasa menolong hamba-Nya selama hamba tersebut menolong saudaranya.
Barangsiapa yang meniti jalan untuk memperoleh ilmu,maka Allah akan memberikan kemudahan baginya jalan menuju syurga.Tidaklah suatu kaum berkumpul di rumah Allah(masjid),membaca kitab Allah dan mempelajarinya,nescaya turun kepada mereka ketenteraman,rahmat meliputi mereka,para malaikat berkerumun di sekelilingnya dan Allah menyebut-nyebut mereka di hadapan makhluk yang berada disisi-Nya.
Barangsiapa amalnya selalu terlambat(kurang),maka nasabnya tidak akan dapat menyempurnakannya."
-Hadis riwayat muslim-hadis ke-36 dari hadis arba'in-
So people, wherever you are, Selamat Mengimarahkan Ramadhan!
Kurang-kurangkan perkara yang kurang berfaedah seperti melayari facebook, membaca blog, menonton drama kesukaan terlalu lama..alangkah indahnya sekiranya waktu yang digunakan untuk melayari internet itu digunakan untuk membaca AlQuran sehinggalah khatam (pesanan ini untuk diri saya sendiri..huhu..dan anda juga )
Saya sangat teruja dan berasa sangat bersyukur kerana setelah 4 kali Ramadhan jauh di perantauan, tahun ini insyaAllah saya dapat kembali berpuasa bersama-sama keluarga tercinta. Jadi kawan-kawan di Palmerston North dan Hamilton jangan jealous ya =)
Anyway, itu semua tidak penting. Yang penting adalah bagaimana pengisian Ramadhan kita. Sama-samalah kita menjadikan Ramadhan tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Siapa tahu, ia mungkin Ramadhan yang terakhir buat kita
Yesterday, my sister in law, Kak Suzy has safely delivered a baby boy in Puteri Specialist Hospital in Larkin. Here is the details of the new member of Hanaffi's
Baby's Name : Ammar Darwish (to be confirmed) Weight : 3.58 kg Height : 55 cm Time of Birth : 2.45pm (normal) Date of Birth : 27th of June 2009
I didnt have the picture as i was too excited last night when i first met him I will post it later from yus's hp He is way cute and adorable I can't wait to watch him grows up and can play together with faiq
My dad : Ambok dah ade 2 cucu da Elun Me : Haah ambok..elun pon dah ade 2 anak sedare..hehe
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah That whats my dad said after my brother called and tell the details We went to the hospital at night And I could see Kak Suzy was so lethargic, but she seems okay and happy too The new parents are just too excited to enter the world of parenthood There is no word to describe the bliss..the joy..the happiness that i felt in that room last night and I will pray for its continuation..insyaAllah =)
About my own life I have started my 10 weeks practical in SMK Taman Universiti So far so good Its just you have to yell to 40 students every day hehe and I am lucky to get a good class so, Thank God I just hope these coming ten weeks will always be fine for me InsyaAllah
Actually I have few drafts that I haven’t finished yet
But I think I want to write a letter tonight
Since someone did an entry about missing me (click here), I have decided to write a letter to that someone special.
Assalamualaikum Farhana
Coincidently, I have read again the letter you gave me last Saturday night. Strange, funny little thing right? We were reminiscing of the same thing hana!
I miss the time when we solat jemaah together almost everytime and of course reading the maksurat together (which hardly be done here =(). Mase usrah di bilikku yang best tu, sambil korang membaca-baca nota-nota akak di dinding, di pintu wardrobe dan di depan meja study..hehehe
When we were housemates, sometimes, I thought you are matured than me. Especially when the time I got a lil bit crazy (hehe..seperti gedik terlebih dan sebagainye..).
I miss it when you were ‘yelling’ at us when hani yusma n me were ‘quarelling’..hana jadi macam orang tengah la konon..sure sebab hana tense kteorg dok bising je..hahha..tapi tak selalu right..since I think I spent 1/3 of my final year in the beloved stats lab in aghort building..jarang-jarang balik rumah before 12am..so sesekali balik rumah awal, tu yang buat bising tu..saje nak kasik hana hilang rindu kat akak.
I miss your cook hana..even evrytime you cooked something, you will tell us tak jadi la kak elun..makan je la ek…hello..it was yummy, yet you said tak jadik?then me hani n yusma would reply you owh ok..if tak jadi pun da rasa sedap macam ni..of course if jadik, memang sedap gilaa laa..hihi
And the list just goes on. I would not finish them in one night if I ever want to write everything I miss about you, and of course my life in 2007 in Palmerston North. I just wanted to say, cherish and appreciate the moment while you are there hana. You will miss every single second that you have spent there once you are home in Malaysia.
And tell you what, Malaysia is the real ‘medan pertempuran’. So, fulfill yourself with enough courage, knowledge and everything you have to. I talk about both life now and Hereafter. Yang penting jaga and kuatkan iman. Benda tu la yang paling susah nak jaga. Bila da balik Malaysia, dugaan menguji iman tu sebenarnya laaaaagi kuat dibandingkan hidup di ceruk Palmerston North tu. No my dear. I am not going to scare you my sister, I am just telling you to prepare yourself with enough ‘bekalan’.
Ok la.. I think it is enough for this time around. All the best for your finals my dear! Buang tepi benda-benda remeh dan focus on the right thing. Focus on why we are sending there =)
I know you could do this time.
Most of all, I miss you too Farhana!!!!!!!!!
Salam rindu dari kejauhan,
Kakak Fadhlunnisak
yusma.me.hana.hani my lovely 2007 housemates Eid Celebration
Assalamualaikum to all Wow..it has been 2 months since the last post I cant describe with words how busy I was for these past few months And yes, it is going to be even busier right after this week We will have Perkhemahan Unit Beruniform, and then Kursus Kepegawaian Bola Tampar, then comes Bina Insan Guru..and the list just goes on.. I can’t complain..because I know, there are billions people out there who are having so much more problem than me So I have to be grateful to HIM, for giving me such a wonderful like this Alhamdulillah
Yes, I am 24 years old now Thanks to those who remember the day Thanks to those who were calling me on my birthday [you guys made my day..thankssss] Thanks to those who were wishing me through texts, facebook and friendster Thanks to those who were buying me cakes Thanks to those who were singing happy birthday song to me Thanks to those who are praying for me And Thank You Allah for giving me more time in Your land and May Allah bless me and people I love amin
owh ya Faiq Adnin is officially 6 months He is getting cuter and heavier of course! I can’t wait for another nephew coming this June insyaAllah Let’s pray for Kak Suzy for her and the baby’s health
Tazkirah below was taken from
Ada 3 kategori manusia dalam menghadapi kematian:
Pertama : Bila teringat akan mati, terasa lapang hatinya. Hatinya menjadi suka. Kelompok manusia dalam kategori ini ialah mereka yang benar-benar berilmu dan telah penuh keimanannya terhadap Allah dan hari akhirat. Mereka telah mencapai makrifat terhadap Allah. Ini ialah maqam tertinggi yang dimiliki oleh para wali.
Kedua: Apabila teringat mati, hatinya menjadi takut, kecut dan gementar. Mereka ialah orang-orang kafir yang tidak sanggup berjumpa dengan Allah. Mereka seumpama binatang-binatang liar kepunyaan seseorang. Apabila tuannya hendak mengambilnya, dia cuba melarikan diri tetapi dapat ditangkap secara paksaan. Kematian mereka amat menghinakan.
Ketiga: Golongan ini merasa dukacita dan takut terhadap kematian. Tetapi apabila telah mengalami mati, dia berasa sukacita. Malahan jika diberi pilihan, mereka tidak akan mahu kembali ke dunia semula. Mereka telah dapat mengecapi dan menikmati alam yang lebih kekal dan lebih baik daripada alam fana yang penuh dengan kesusahan dan kesengsaraan. Golongan ini ibarat seorang bayi yang baru lahir dari perut ibunya. Semasa akan keluar, bayi akan menangis kerana menyangka hidup di dalam perut ibunya lebih baik dan nyaman daripada alam dunia. Tetapi apabila telah lahir di dunia ini, dia tidak akan mahu kembali ke dalam perut ibunya meskipun diberi pilihan. Manusia yang termasuk dalam golongan ini ialah orang-orang beriman yang belum mencapai taraf tinggi atau orang mukmin biasa.
So, anda golongan yang mana? Atau pun anda tidak termasuk langsung dalam mana-mana golongan? Dunia ini hanya sementara. Akhirat yang kekal sedang menanti kita. Cukupkah bekalan untuk ke sana? Fikir-fikirkan dan selamat beramal =)